I was thinking the other day of my first conversation of post-breakup. My best friend told me that I need to go hook up with somebody, anybody. I immediately said that I wasn't a casual sex, f*ck buddy type of girl. I only have sex when I really like somebody or when I'm in love... I mean, at the time, I have only had 3 partners my entire life.
Well, it's been 8 months, and my partner count now sits at 7. The first three were guys I was "in love with" and then #4 was the friend of my ex. Which, I thought we'd wind up together... Glad that didn't happen though.
#5 was my Marine. We hooked up after 3 dates and one late-night pick up while he was drunk. Granted, I fell really hard for him really fast. Sex turned a little casual later on, and last night was definitely casual - at least it was supposed to be.
#6 was Jew Boo. I don't think I'd ever date him, but I'd most certainly have sex with him again. Every now and then we even talk about it.
#7 was the hockey player. Which, we went on a date, went to the strip club, fooled around a tiny bit after, and then went our separate ways. After sexting for a bit, we decided to make a move. When he came over, I knew that this was strictly sex. And not to get all TMI up in here, but that sex was insane. He was incredibly rough with me. So rough that we set one of my bedroom pillows on fire, and as ashes were on my back, burning my skin, I didn't even notice it.
Just blows my mind how my partner count has jumped. Do I feel a little slutty? Yeah, I do. But I'm a 22-year-old girl and I don't have sex with every man who crosses my path. If that were the case, my count would be to at least 12 or 13, with a threesome in there. Yes, really.
Well, it's been 8 months, and my partner count now sits at 7. The first three were guys I was "in love with" and then #4 was the friend of my ex. Which, I thought we'd wind up together... Glad that didn't happen though.
#5 was my Marine. We hooked up after 3 dates and one late-night pick up while he was drunk. Granted, I fell really hard for him really fast. Sex turned a little casual later on, and last night was definitely casual - at least it was supposed to be.
#6 was Jew Boo. I don't think I'd ever date him, but I'd most certainly have sex with him again. Every now and then we even talk about it.
#7 was the hockey player. Which, we went on a date, went to the strip club, fooled around a tiny bit after, and then went our separate ways. After sexting for a bit, we decided to make a move. When he came over, I knew that this was strictly sex. And not to get all TMI up in here, but that sex was insane. He was incredibly rough with me. So rough that we set one of my bedroom pillows on fire, and as ashes were on my back, burning my skin, I didn't even notice it.
Just blows my mind how my partner count has jumped. Do I feel a little slutty? Yeah, I do. But I'm a 22-year-old girl and I don't have sex with every man who crosses my path. If that were the case, my count would be to at least 12 or 13, with a threesome in there. Yes, really.
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