bi-polar.

I may or may not be bi-polar in the heart.

I mean, some days, I'm totally fine. One minute, I'm like "you know what, I'm just fine being single. I'm going to focus on myself, and I know somebody is going to come along and sweep me off my feet." The next minute, I feel so alone and sad; where all I ask for is somebody to love me... It's a sad mindset when that comes along, because all I can think about is how happy I was for the month that I was with my Marine. How I was so close to happiness again. Especially because after being with him for a few hours on Saturday, I am only reassured that I really do like him.